To know that you can walk away is enough
in time the colors fade
you fall to your knees, hear voices, see God, etc.
revising the concrete (surfstyle)
a few more scrapes & bruises to add to the collection
ie, THE CODE OF THE WEST
& a beer can sonata for the Jesuit surf team
paddling out at the Lane
or remember how someone else may have said it
& how easy it was to forget?
The Code of the West is not a dream
unless cormorants & pilot whales dream
as if to say I will do the watusi on your watery grave
as shown in the hydrostatic surveillance video
offered as evidence
this morning
beneath the ragged, cathedral palms
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Saturday, February 25, 2012
from Mike the Poet
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From Venice to Santa Cruz
by Mike Sonksen.
(Some kind words re Opstedal & Blue Press towards the end of the article. Many thanks, Mike.)
From Venice to Santa Cruz
by Mike Sonksen.
(Some kind words re Opstedal & Blue Press towards the end of the article. Many thanks, Mike.)
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Surfacing beneath the pipes
Everything you can’t remember equals everything
you can’t forget
strumming those mile long shadows
in the poorly dubbed kung fu movie
now playing on every screen in the cranial cineplex
& I’m trying to find some way to reply in the dialect of sea shells
already sworn to True Hollywood Fiction
& the pavement that stretches from the Inland Empire to
Venice Beach
must have it’s own memories to deal with
Kuan-yin in ocean mist
Our Lady of Wet Sand & the dance she did
when no one was looking
is similar to that performed by palm trees
swaying in the wind
you can’t forget
strumming those mile long shadows
in the poorly dubbed kung fu movie
now playing on every screen in the cranial cineplex
& I’m trying to find some way to reply in the dialect of sea shells
already sworn to True Hollywood Fiction
& the pavement that stretches from the Inland Empire to
Venice Beach
must have it’s own memories to deal with
Kuan-yin in ocean mist
Our Lady of Wet Sand & the dance she did
when no one was looking
is similar to that performed by palm trees
swaying in the wind
Sunday, February 19, 2012
A Wave Pattern Cut In Stone
She was drenched in the kind of light that
just melts in the air
bending sea green eucalyptus
in the diesel mirror of newly mapped coast
lines like torn photographs of someone
you might have loved once
Eyes like suicide calypsos walking away
beneath a psychosomatic sky
& you’re digging your way to China
with a plastic spoon
& I’m lighting matches underwater
between a rock & the myth of Sisyphus
with live streaming video
The key to the motel room was a metaphor, right?
& the bloodred sunset folded into the muffled
roar of the surf
like the voice of God echoing in an empty
24 oz. Tecate can
smeared with lipstick
just melts in the air
bending sea green eucalyptus
in the diesel mirror of newly mapped coast
lines like torn photographs of someone
you might have loved once
Eyes like suicide calypsos walking away
beneath a psychosomatic sky
& you’re digging your way to China
with a plastic spoon
& I’m lighting matches underwater
between a rock & the myth of Sisyphus
with live streaming video
The key to the motel room was a metaphor, right?
& the bloodred sunset folded into the muffled
roar of the surf
like the voice of God echoing in an empty
24 oz. Tecate can
smeared with lipstick
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Harmonic Diversion
on St. Massacre’s Day
Saturday night is the loneliest night
except for Sunday night
I mean there’s room in there for all the dead
even when they don’t show up
thirty degrees sideways & panasonic
like the gong-effect in a doppler profile
You can always blink & miss it
because it hurts
just a few dark syllables from where
all this was rationalized into silk
tipping shadows in your wake
the other end of dreams
moist lips press stained glass
begging if you want me to look
Saturday night is the loneliest night
except for Sunday night
I mean there’s room in there for all the dead
even when they don’t show up
thirty degrees sideways & panasonic
like the gong-effect in a doppler profile
You can always blink & miss it
because it hurts
just a few dark syllables from where
all this was rationalized into silk
tipping shadows in your wake
the other end of dreams
moist lips press stained glass
begging if you want me to look
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Oop bop sh-bam
Demosthenes listened by the sea
with a rock in his teeth
―Kerouac
Nothing is something you ought to remember
all drizzled in turquoise
That was me a dozen lifetimes ago
& so that last visit to New York
when Sweet Jane started up on the juke box
how could you expect me to hear anything else?
although when Mike pointed out that the girl by
the door was possibly a hooker I glanced & confirmed
but shifting 5 years ahead to Mexican rock & roll
in a dirt floor cantina in Baja while shooting 9 ball
with Pamela would the fact that I could recite
Catullus in Latin buy us another round of cervezas?
The Federales must have been bored in the parking lot
late in the day the sun still hot the cactus & palm trees
have golden thoughts I said reaching all the way back to the
PCH near Topanga in 1971 wherever I may have been
going Difficile est longum subito deponere amorem
difficult but essential don’t kid yourself
you had to kick the 8-track that hung beneath the dash
before you could even begin to lose yourself in that music
with a rock in his teeth
―Kerouac
Nothing is something you ought to remember
all drizzled in turquoise
That was me a dozen lifetimes ago
& so that last visit to New York
when Sweet Jane started up on the juke box
how could you expect me to hear anything else?
although when Mike pointed out that the girl by
the door was possibly a hooker I glanced & confirmed
but shifting 5 years ahead to Mexican rock & roll
in a dirt floor cantina in Baja while shooting 9 ball
with Pamela would the fact that I could recite
Catullus in Latin buy us another round of cervezas?
The Federales must have been bored in the parking lot
late in the day the sun still hot the cactus & palm trees
have golden thoughts I said reaching all the way back to the
PCH near Topanga in 1971 wherever I may have been
going Difficile est longum subito deponere amorem
difficult but essential don’t kid yourself
you had to kick the 8-track that hung beneath the dash
before you could even begin to lose yourself in that music
Sunday, February 5, 2012
As if it was anything like forever
True Romance
Dismantle the heart
& put it back together
in some half-ass way
it still works
clanking, grinding gears
What it felt like
Tumbling inside a washing
machine on TV w/god doing the
voice-over bumming a smoke
The Parking Lot Sutra
I’m down with the mysteries & harmonies of the universe
just don’t fuck with my car
Paddling off into the corrugated sunset
like the hammer of dreams
in the shape of an albatross
wrecked on plumes of alluvial steel
Concrete steps to the beach below
I’ll take you there
if you really want to go
Dismantle the heart
& put it back together
in some half-ass way
it still works
clanking, grinding gears
What it felt like
Tumbling inside a washing
machine on TV w/god doing the
voice-over bumming a smoke
The Parking Lot Sutra
I’m down with the mysteries & harmonies of the universe
just don’t fuck with my car
Paddling off into the corrugated sunset
like the hammer of dreams
in the shape of an albatross
wrecked on plumes of alluvial steel
Concrete steps to the beach below
I’ll take you there
if you really want to go
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Like it never happened
Shooting the pier
Flow measure, underwater acoustics,
the freight train blues (“we was ethereal”)
Add 10 more levels & a vert ramp made of bone
as perhaps the inside of the skull would be the
perfect bowl section
All your visionary accessories
relayed along the rusty curve of sunset
like a convoy of razor-pink flamingos
& stolen hubcaps
Everything else crumbles
in the crush of gray-green avalanche
ocean landslide thunder
on the darkened sand
one more time
Live from the Impact Zone
just spit the blood in the sink
Flow measure, underwater acoustics,
the freight train blues (“we was ethereal”)
Add 10 more levels & a vert ramp made of bone
as perhaps the inside of the skull would be the
perfect bowl section
All your visionary accessories
relayed along the rusty curve of sunset
like a convoy of razor-pink flamingos
& stolen hubcaps
Everything else crumbles
in the crush of gray-green avalanche
ocean landslide thunder
on the darkened sand
one more time
Live from the Impact Zone
just spit the blood in the sink
Friday, February 3, 2012
Everyone Needs A Plan
The last time I had a plan
I woke up in San Francisco
& someone had stolen my shoes
I woke up in San Francisco
& someone had stolen my shoes
Thursday, February 2, 2012
I’ll be damned if I have to explain to fools what I see in their eyes
Never mind the
the lunar mist
salt air, sea air,
heavy breathing
The weight of hooves
or is it wings? in the night
it’s hard to say
love or drugs
either way I learned the formula
Her breasts
in black lace
black as the blood of sacrifice
which is dark red
The irrevocable left unspoken
as contrast
like a grenade exploding in a field of grass skirts
the lunar mist
salt air, sea air,
heavy breathing
The weight of hooves
or is it wings? in the night
it’s hard to say
love or drugs
either way I learned the formula
Her breasts
in black lace
black as the blood of sacrifice
which is dark red
The irrevocable left unspoken
as contrast
like a grenade exploding in a field of grass skirts
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
After the Late Show
All’s quiet in the sub-domain
You walk in the front & walk out the back.
The resulting silence is profound
unutterably decadent
& choice
w/a tendency towards mysterious disciplines
heretofore unacknowledged.
A dirt road takes you through the marshlands
along the slough & thus to the sea.
Let us get back in the game.
The jetty is composed of rotted pieces of cement
removed from the ruins of what was once a city.
You can still hear footsteps & the whine of rubber tires
within these busted pieces of manmade stone.
Places to go. Things to do.
Big engines revving it up at the stoplight.
Some of these broken slabs of roadway
(still bearing the painted white line)
host colonies of barnacles & mussels,
others with exposed re-bar rusting
garlanded w/seaweed.
This is how it is going to be.
The ocean however is relatively unchanged.
The tides still ebb & flow.
The fog rolls in the same way & dissipates by noon
to reveal a sky blue sky much as we remembered it to be.
Waist-high surf curling in around the
edge of the jetty offers a blue-green promise. Nearly translucent.
Midnight doesn’t ring a bell
There’s a red house over yonder
with a sky above it that just won’t quit.
I had found this plexiglass
bulletproof point break not far from there
where mist lifts like smoke off the water
feathering the edge of waves.
All that silver & jade
scattered on the surface of the water.
Reflections abandoned like unfinished business
printed on the surface of the water.
Just the ache & tremor of it
with kelp forests peaking
that is rolling in the pulse of waves
that are older than the day
god changed his name.
Splashdown
Feel it in yr knees when the wind rips
thru LAS PALMAS (elegant green plumes
revving their engines
(A dark like silver & damp
where you part the drizzle
& I hop in the car & floor it
all the way back down the coast
in reverse
The empty circle, the vacant lot, the
beach deserted & the horizon
too dark to see it but if you could you’d
know exactly just how far you
have to go
You walk in the front & walk out the back.
The resulting silence is profound
unutterably decadent
& choice
w/a tendency towards mysterious disciplines
heretofore unacknowledged.
A dirt road takes you through the marshlands
along the slough & thus to the sea.
Let us get back in the game.
The jetty is composed of rotted pieces of cement
removed from the ruins of what was once a city.
You can still hear footsteps & the whine of rubber tires
within these busted pieces of manmade stone.
Places to go. Things to do.
Big engines revving it up at the stoplight.
Some of these broken slabs of roadway
(still bearing the painted white line)
host colonies of barnacles & mussels,
others with exposed re-bar rusting
garlanded w/seaweed.
This is how it is going to be.
The ocean however is relatively unchanged.
The tides still ebb & flow.
The fog rolls in the same way & dissipates by noon
to reveal a sky blue sky much as we remembered it to be.
Waist-high surf curling in around the
edge of the jetty offers a blue-green promise. Nearly translucent.
Midnight doesn’t ring a bell
There’s a red house over yonder
with a sky above it that just won’t quit.
I had found this plexiglass
bulletproof point break not far from there
where mist lifts like smoke off the water
feathering the edge of waves.
All that silver & jade
scattered on the surface of the water.
Reflections abandoned like unfinished business
printed on the surface of the water.
Just the ache & tremor of it
with kelp forests peaking
that is rolling in the pulse of waves
that are older than the day
god changed his name.
Splashdown
Feel it in yr knees when the wind rips
thru LAS PALMAS (elegant green plumes
revving their engines
(A dark like silver & damp
where you part the drizzle
& I hop in the car & floor it
all the way back down the coast
in reverse
The empty circle, the vacant lot, the
beach deserted & the horizon
too dark to see it but if you could you’d
know exactly just how far you
have to go
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