Vaporware
Alternate possibilities like
sunset in a parallel universe
filthy with your fingerprints
Reasonable Doubt
1. The sky was the color of beach pavement
2. Descriptions should always be misleading
Catch & Release
If I was talking to you
I wouldn't have to say a thing
Sunday, November 5, 2017
Wednesday, November 1, 2017
Water on Mars
I swore I heard Sweet Jane's kid sister
calling the little red rooster
& the foam
rushing up across the sand
was like a game of Chinese whispers
calling the little red rooster
& the foam
rushing up across the sand
was like a game of Chinese whispers
Tuesday, October 3, 2017
Surfing by Candlelight
I tripped over my first bloody nose
& landed here
57 years later
beneath a dark sky getting darker
clabbering up to rain
& I played that clawhammer ukulele
like a champ
just so you'd know what it felt like
confessing to crimes I knew
nothing about
It was late summer on the coast
& you were like a brain surgeon
smuggling a pipe bomb
into my most cherished memories
& landed here
57 years later
beneath a dark sky getting darker
clabbering up to rain
& I played that clawhammer ukulele
like a champ
just so you'd know what it felt like
confessing to crimes I knew
nothing about
It was late summer on the coast
& you were like a brain surgeon
smuggling a pipe bomb
into my most cherished memories
Sunday, September 17, 2017
Steel Pier Freeze-Out
Nothing left now but the
soft caress of a breeze
edging ahead of the fog
rising off the beach
a kind of psychosomatic bait & switch
within the confines of our souls
each to the other
& if my heart is like a
hand grenade exploding in a field of grass skirts
it's just what some call love
out there beneath the swaying
fortune palms
& following the roach of "whatever"
a late summer bend in the sky might be
just the thing we need to
reverse engineer the ocean haze
but gnawing on a beer can
one step closer to amazement
with that number 4 expression on your face
& those empty swimming pool eyes
like nine pound shadows
soft caress of a breeze
edging ahead of the fog
rising off the beach
a kind of psychosomatic bait & switch
within the confines of our souls
each to the other
& if my heart is like a
hand grenade exploding in a field of grass skirts
it's just what some call love
out there beneath the swaying
fortune palms
& following the roach of "whatever"
a late summer bend in the sky might be
just the thing we need to
reverse engineer the ocean haze
but gnawing on a beer can
one step closer to amazement
with that number 4 expression on your face
& those empty swimming pool eyes
like nine pound shadows
Friday, September 1, 2017
Confessing My Tattoo
The ocean shimmers
like a thin line of
bluegreen neon lip gloss
smeared against the sky at sunset
& I'm feeling as responsible as a Hawaiian cocktail
spilled on the sidewalk
in front of the pier
sinking beneath the weight of
pale pink angels who
talk out the side of their mouths
& carry guitars zipped up in body bags
I'd like to trade in those scrap iron halos
for a primer gray belch-fire El Camino
then gun the engine while chasing down the
starlet who wears crooked shoes
I'm burning out the clutch
& she's got black silk eyes
like a thin line of
bluegreen neon lip gloss
smeared against the sky at sunset
& I'm feeling as responsible as a Hawaiian cocktail
spilled on the sidewalk
in front of the pier
sinking beneath the weight of
pale pink angels who
talk out the side of their mouths
& carry guitars zipped up in body bags
I'd like to trade in those scrap iron halos
for a primer gray belch-fire El Camino
then gun the engine while chasing down the
starlet who wears crooked shoes
I'm burning out the clutch
& she's got black silk eyes
Friday, August 4, 2017
Sound Check
The Sky is Glued Shut
A faded pink nevermind of concrete
& the pearls she wore to remind herself
mementos then of all that brought us here
& all that will drive us away
Brings Us That Much Closer
You had to work to get those lost
empty eyes I know it wasn't easy but
like blue headlights on a deserted
highway once you're gone
In Advance of a Leadpipe Reckoning
A voice on the radio says
"Accept nothing less"
but it sounded to me like
"Accept nothingness"
Saturday, July 1, 2017
Like Driving to Chinatown for Tacos
Seafoam, Sand & a Sky Crushed with Clouds
Part of the repertoire of a sunset
distantly in which
all I had was yours
Less Than a Mile from Here it All Turns to Glass
A dime bag of silver linings reduced to 3 chords that
rattle in the palm leaves when the wind shifts
A Blue So Pale It Tastes Pure White
Drifted out beyond the point, left in the
backseat of a stolen Corvette, buried
out near the tideflats, translated into
church Latin, tattooed on her shoulder
Shredding the Opulent Ocean Air
You're knocking at the backdoor of my heart
& I'm fading like a sunset in another time zone
my eyes like pins stuck into a pair of voodoo RayBans
Part of the repertoire of a sunset
distantly in which
all I had was yours
Less Than a Mile from Here it All Turns to Glass
A dime bag of silver linings reduced to 3 chords that
rattle in the palm leaves when the wind shifts
A Blue So Pale It Tastes Pure White
Drifted out beyond the point, left in the
backseat of a stolen Corvette, buried
out near the tideflats, translated into
church Latin, tattooed on her shoulder
Shredding the Opulent Ocean Air
You're knocking at the backdoor of my heart
& I'm fading like a sunset in another time zone
my eyes like pins stuck into a pair of voodoo RayBans
Thursday, June 1, 2017
A Guide to Underwater Photography
Excavating the protocols of redemption
excluding leadweight epiphanies in the green room
striding through the alakazam beach grass & seaweed
the world in a tidepool diorama
& like an emotional response
set alongside a prophetic socket wrench
the wind spoke a fluent Spanglish
understood by eucalyptus trees above the beach
The real work is done in dreams
the way your eyes change color & you turn your head away
& I'm trying to make sense out of
messages scrawled in lipstick on the pavement
actionable evidence of good intentions gone awry
the dust that never settled & the loaded dice
excluding leadweight epiphanies in the green room
striding through the alakazam beach grass & seaweed
the world in a tidepool diorama
& like an emotional response
set alongside a prophetic socket wrench
the wind spoke a fluent Spanglish
understood by eucalyptus trees above the beach
The real work is done in dreams
the way your eyes change color & you turn your head away
& I'm trying to make sense out of
messages scrawled in lipstick on the pavement
actionable evidence of good intentions gone awry
the dust that never settled & the loaded dice
Monday, May 1, 2017
This space in time, this focus, of articulation & where that might take you
Shady gray radiance
& damp at first light
sidewalks splashed in silver
as a way to reverse engineer the ocean haze
& like the Ten Commandments in a gorilla suit
knocking at the screen door
a 12-string seabreeze serenades cypress & eucalyptus
spent dreaming still so by their restlessness
w/all the requisite shadows in place
I had to reach back into my archive of auditory hallucinations
to find the right tone & pitch but the sky wasn't right for
that kind of self-incrimination
Except for the sound of waves the beach was quiet
& the drumroll sand was like Mexican silk
driven beneath the foam
& damp at first light
sidewalks splashed in silver
as a way to reverse engineer the ocean haze
& like the Ten Commandments in a gorilla suit
knocking at the screen door
a 12-string seabreeze serenades cypress & eucalyptus
spent dreaming still so by their restlessness
w/all the requisite shadows in place
I had to reach back into my archive of auditory hallucinations
to find the right tone & pitch but the sky wasn't right for
that kind of self-incrimination
Except for the sound of waves the beach was quiet
& the drumroll sand was like Mexican silk
driven beneath the foam
Saturday, April 22, 2017
Some Reviews of PACIFIC STANDARD TIME
Michael Dennis in Today's Book of Poetry
Mike Sonksen in Entropy
Elaine Equi on the Poetry Foundation's Harriet blog
(You have to scroll down a bit to find Equi's mini-review)
William Mohr on the Poetry Loves Poetry blog
Thursday, April 20, 2017
This is How We Talk to Each Other Now
Where I am in time I wonder where
you might be this side of the full moon
or that
Reality is too cumbersome & has been forever
unmasking the existential diatribe
"Excuse me" "Is that you?" "Be quiet" "Don't go"
"Listen"
folded in half now like a blank sheet of paper
& talking to you on the phone in a dream
it was a bad connection I couldn't hear you
static cutting in & out
"That's funny, I can hear you just fine"
The future of one moment vs the future of the next
already packed into the big Cadillac of the past
that never stopped to pick me up that summer afternoon
hitchhiking on the PCH
& later I'm on Agate Beach at dawn
skipping stones across puddles
at the bottom of the sea
April 19, 2017
you might be this side of the full moon
or that
Reality is too cumbersome & has been forever
unmasking the existential diatribe
"Excuse me" "Is that you?" "Be quiet" "Don't go"
"Listen"
folded in half now like a blank sheet of paper
& talking to you on the phone in a dream
it was a bad connection I couldn't hear you
static cutting in & out
"That's funny, I can hear you just fine"
The future of one moment vs the future of the next
already packed into the big Cadillac of the past
that never stopped to pick me up that summer afternoon
hitchhiking on the PCH
& later I'm on Agate Beach at dawn
skipping stones across puddles
at the bottom of the sea
April 19, 2017
Saturday, April 1, 2017
Raking the Valves & Hinges
"All the vibes hit me different"
- Joanne Kyger, Trip Out & Fall Back
The tide all drizzled in tinsel & mist
It's springtime on the coast
The seabreeze
full of sighs
& accumulated loss
the memory of which is
rippling in the eucalyptus
I thought to roll up my
sleeves but the light had been
encrypted
& my tattoo didn't translate...
The hazy blue sky is tilted at a 45 degree angle
which makes sense if you don't think about it
& you're tapping at the glass
asking if they can turn up the volume
as a hummingbird pauses
above the torch aloe
just hovering there like
Eternity revving its engine
March 29
- Joanne Kyger, Trip Out & Fall Back
The tide all drizzled in tinsel & mist
It's springtime on the coast
The seabreeze
full of sighs
& accumulated loss
the memory of which is
rippling in the eucalyptus
I thought to roll up my
sleeves but the light had been
encrypted
& my tattoo didn't translate...
The hazy blue sky is tilted at a 45 degree angle
which makes sense if you don't think about it
& you're tapping at the glass
asking if they can turn up the volume
as a hummingbird pauses
above the torch aloe
just hovering there like
Eternity revving its engine
March 29
Sunday, March 26, 2017
Something Joanne Told Me
"There are 4 voices in your poems
but there should be at least 8
& one of them should be mine"
but there should be at least 8
& one of them should be mine"
Saturday, March 25, 2017
Friday, March 24, 2017
Thursday, March 23, 2017
Friday, March 17, 2017
Drinking From Puddles
Riding on the promise of a rusty hinge
in the pale gray light
the lark & seagull sky
falling between shadows
on the pavement
but if like me you're water damaged it's
all a blur
One foot in a tide pool the other
in The Forbidden City
where one might peruse the take-out menu
if only to search for secret messages that
tend to drift in on the brilliant
blue gray silver fog
(If you were asked what color it was you'd
have to say "dark"
& situated in that uncertain area between tides
she wanted to know the preliminary
parts of whatever
empty rules of heaven
clang. wiggle. crash. blink.
The Art of the Fugue
in the pale gray light
the lark & seagull sky
falling between shadows
on the pavement
but if like me you're water damaged it's
all a blur
One foot in a tide pool the other
in The Forbidden City
where one might peruse the take-out menu
if only to search for secret messages that
tend to drift in on the brilliant
blue gray silver fog
(If you were asked what color it was you'd
have to say "dark"
& situated in that uncertain area between tides
she wanted to know the preliminary
parts of whatever
empty rules of heaven
clang. wiggle. crash. blink.
The Art of the Fugue
Wednesday, March 1, 2017
Mariachi Night on Squid Row
She steps out of the skintight laundromat
but like Bo Diddley
behind stained-glass Ray-Bans
strumming tombstones in the rain
& I said "You furnish the
delicata & the ocean of pain
I'll handle the employees"
It was a case of what you believe versus
what you set fire to in the backyard
& wading through the knee-high beach grass
nothing adds up but it doesn't matter
x equals delirium which is what it felt like
down at the Discount Karma Store
"You get what you pay for"
at the corner of Easy Street & Kamikaze Blvd
but like Bo Diddley
behind stained-glass Ray-Bans
strumming tombstones in the rain
& I said "You furnish the
delicata & the ocean of pain
I'll handle the employees"
It was a case of what you believe versus
what you set fire to in the backyard
& wading through the knee-high beach grass
nothing adds up but it doesn't matter
x equals delirium which is what it felt like
down at the Discount Karma Store
"You get what you pay for"
at the corner of Easy Street & Kamikaze Blvd
Thursday, February 9, 2017
Revving It Up Between Su Tung-p'o & The Notebooks of Shelley
Knuckle Down
Out on the pier at twilight
with a ballpeen hammer
& a moaning bottle of mariachi
1971
If I could remember that far back
I wouldn't admit it
Million Dollar Bash
I'm down with the mysteries of the universe
"You walk in the front & walk out the back"
Just don't fuck with my car
Out on the pier at twilight
with a ballpeen hammer
& a moaning bottle of mariachi
1971
If I could remember that far back
I wouldn't admit it
Million Dollar Bash
I'm down with the mysteries of the universe
"You walk in the front & walk out the back"
Just don't fuck with my car
Wednesday, February 1, 2017
Spilling the Kool-Aid
You can count your blessings
if you have any
or shut down in the neon haze that invades
the parking lot & changes the way you think about
moonlight rusting at the bottom of a rain puddle
even when it hasn't rained
& the way you might say it your voice
trailing off into the ozone
& how I follow it there
like those who know or those who don't but wish they did
a block from the beach
where the sky sometimes is like
a polished spoon
& the tripped-up sidewalk
conversant with eucalyptus leaves & damp footprints
is often swept with a whisper of tar-streaked sand
not to mention misty catalogs of ocean sunsets
embalmed in vaseline
if you have any
or shut down in the neon haze that invades
the parking lot & changes the way you think about
moonlight rusting at the bottom of a rain puddle
even when it hasn't rained
& the way you might say it your voice
trailing off into the ozone
& how I follow it there
like those who know or those who don't but wish they did
a block from the beach
where the sky sometimes is like
a polished spoon
& the tripped-up sidewalk
conversant with eucalyptus leaves & damp footprints
is often swept with a whisper of tar-streaked sand
not to mention misty catalogs of ocean sunsets
embalmed in vaseline
Sunday, January 1, 2017
Hostage Drama
Inside a cascading sunset the
bongo relevance
staggers the poor mind
susceptible to the incidental
revery not to mention hosannas
& epiphanies
spot-welded to a fender of midwinter beach logistics
bedded down in a swarm of nasturtiums
& the light
like a borrowed kimono falling onto the sand
as the tuning fork lays down
a weary doo-wop
bending the way the sky does
above the cypress & eucalyptus
that rake the pavement with shadows
articulated by the sea breeze
& as though summoned from
the liner notes to a
mariachi version of
The Lankavatara Sutra that
washes up on the one fell swoop I forgot
memories of other skies insinuate the uncertainties we've
accumulated
along the way
bongo relevance
staggers the poor mind
susceptible to the incidental
revery not to mention hosannas
& epiphanies
spot-welded to a fender of midwinter beach logistics
bedded down in a swarm of nasturtiums
& the light
like a borrowed kimono falling onto the sand
as the tuning fork lays down
a weary doo-wop
bending the way the sky does
above the cypress & eucalyptus
that rake the pavement with shadows
articulated by the sea breeze
& as though summoned from
the liner notes to a
mariachi version of
The Lankavatara Sutra that
washes up on the one fell swoop I forgot
memories of other skies insinuate the uncertainties we've
accumulated
along the way
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